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[19 Nov 2005|11:42pm] |
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the morning - holly throsby |
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so i did the day-in-my-life thing. they feel a little mismatched, but then my days are made up of little patches so that's okay. i have posted it here rather than in sleuthing because it feels a little too intimate for public consumption. i suspect this is the most pretentious post i've ever made, but it's a pretty good representation of how i feel at this minute so i think it's okay. :-* i am afraid there is nothing amazing, but i made myself promise i would do it, and so i have.
( some days are long [+8] )
i feel very surreal. sort of as if i am in a beautiful calm lull before a huge storm hits, except it feels like a good storm. i feel like i should be in love with someone or something or somewhere, but i'm not, there's just all these feelings going to waste. i drove up a mountain that was covered in pine trees and discovered a huge dell right in the middle of the top that had tens of people camping, with beech trees and filtered sunshine and barbecues, completely isolated and hidden away. last night i couldn't sleep because i had the sudden aching feeling that i was going to disappear like the girls in picnic at hanging rock. i keep dreaming of the world ending and holocausts that i am one of the lucky few to survive. i didn't get out to take a photo of myself in the middle of the mountain in case they thought i was a terrorist and killed me, with blank faces all the while. i keep thinking about all those people in there - perhaps they live there, perhaps they've a whole life in there that nobody knows about. today i danced on the side of a mountain, and you know, the sky didn't fall in.
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[15 Aug 2005|09:25pm] |
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if you see a honey bee,
follow it back to its tree --
you just might discover honey!
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